Would You rock it?

So I was lookin at a pic of Solange and Beyonce and Solange's shoes immediately caught my attention!! .. I dont know bout you but... I LOVE IT!! I SOO NEED THESE SHOESS haha! .. what do you guys think? Love it? Hate it?

Trix are 4 kidz n boo im too old!

How is a true friend defined? Can someone answer that? .... Through the years, friends came into my life and were gone before you know it .. Many have had the title as my "best friend".. but now we don't talk at all ... Am I the problem? Is it that im too trusting? to friendly? (you tell me.) cuz im really confused and hurt. along with some other things .. but thats another story. Since we all nowadays depend on the knowlege that "Google" provides .. i decided to ask google my first question "How is a TRUE friend defined?" (yes.. thats right i googled it) here's what google told me... "a true friend is there for you no matter what. They don't lie to you no matter what. They also keep their promises. They also don't stab you in the back." Not to be petty but i've had best friends who hide stuff from me .. like they see my bf (ex.) out doin somethin and would never say a word to me.. then i have some friends who would tlk to me stink .. n then i have some friends who simply just dont feel the same way i do about them ... dnt include u in their little affairs....smile up in ya face den tlk bout you behind ya back (dem back biters.. you feel me?) Well i just want to let all of the "friend enemies" out there know that hey if u mean me no good make ur way out of my life .. cuz from this point on .. if i even dream u foolin wit my emotions its operation scissors for u!! (ur getting cut off lol) .. alot of yall would realize by now (if u haven't already.) i do not like my emotions to be played with.. i associate with REAL PEOPLE!.. anyway thats about it.

Feeling Emo...

lemme just start by saying .. my feelings are all jumbled up .. so if you dont understand feel free to ask me about it. Anybody ever just didnt understand themselves????? As you all may know .. Notes is not my thing.. in fact i was gonna make a video but that didnt work out at all lol. Anyway bk to my question.. Have you ever just been confused about yourself?? lemme give u an example .. i'm sure we all have been in love about once or twice before in the past .. and with love sometimes comes pain .. but no matter how much pain you endure you still cant let go?? Hey maybe its just me .. but im lost .. i mean for yearss ( 2 years to be exact) i've been hurt continuously and im still here!!.. wouldnt you think that someone who would stay with you through whateva is someone to keep around..or someone you could appreciate at least?? i mean hey im no angel (we ALL know that) and i've done my fair share of heartbreaks in the past .. but they all resulted from me being hurt first..(i hope yall followin) What i wanna know is if you say you love someone why would you tell girls im bein petty and cant accept that we finished??(time we goin.) or why would you tell girls that the only reason you comin back is cuz her n her bf is happy?(time you say u cut her off) and why would you tell a girl thats shes cute and girls need to be more like her?!?!(time you say you was just askin her a question) .. For a long time ive dealt with the lies the games the STUPID ASS"HOME BOYZ" (yeah bitch i said it.) and all of the dumb hoez ... My question is when you love someone dont you see to it that you do your best no to hurt them? And if im tierd why wont i let go??(i honestly dont know .. but what i do know is that i desperately need change ..cuz this shit is really getting ricdiculous) sigh. Is there a guy out there that tries not to lie, doesnt play games, doesnt FUCK with your emotions, A REALL FUCKKIN NIGGAA?? cuz hurtin ein fun niether is being in love alone :(

Point Blank ... She's Awesome (Natural Hair Inspiration)

Ok so Solange did ger BC a couple months after I decided to go natural .. but I have to admit this definetly HOT! This makes me even more excited for when I do my BC! :) and im lovin these shoess!

Let's Talk Career Goals!

This Pic WAS NOT done by me .. if this is you I got this off of a makeup site.

So as you all may know from my first blog post .. one of my dreams is to one day own a cosmetic line. So for the last couple of weeks I've been thinking about a name for it. At first, I wanted to name it Leah Anise Cosmetics, but the initials sound too close to MAC. Then, I wanted to name it Leah Anise Makeup, but the initials sounded too close to LAMB, I thin by Gwen Stefani, and I really wanted something out of the box like how MAC, SMASHBOX, NYX, COVER GIRL, and all the othe cosmetic brands stick! I was thinkin about somethin like Express Cosmetics .. with the tagline as Explore. Experience. Express. ... but that sounds like mail doesnt it LOL! I hope to find a name soon! In my line I also wanna include pufumes maybe, and of couse nail polish! :) ... I get so excited just thinking bout it haha! I wanna go to some classes before I do anything .. like to expand my knowledge on the industry and some techniques! I hope to come out with something soon tho.. so watch out :)!!