Trix are 4 kidz n boo im too old!

How is a true friend defined? Can someone answer that? .... Through the years, friends came into my life and were gone before you know it .. Many have had the title as my "best friend".. but now we don't talk at all ... Am I the problem? Is it that im too trusting? to friendly? (you tell me.) cuz im really confused and hurt. along with some other things .. but thats another story. Since we all nowadays depend on the knowlege that "Google" provides .. i decided to ask google my first question "How is a TRUE friend defined?" (yes.. thats right i googled it) here's what google told me... "a true friend is there for you no matter what. They don't lie to you no matter what. They also keep their promises. They also don't stab you in the back." Not to be petty but i've had best friends who hide stuff from me .. like they see my bf (ex.) out doin somethin and would never say a word to me.. then i have some friends who would tlk to me stink .. n then i have some friends who simply just dont feel the same way i do about them ... dnt include u in their little affairs....smile up in ya face den tlk bout you behind ya back (dem back biters.. you feel me?) Well i just want to let all of the "friend enemies" out there know that hey if u mean me no good make ur way out of my life .. cuz from this point on .. if i even dream u foolin wit my emotions its operation scissors for u!! (ur getting cut off lol) .. alot of yall would realize by now (if u haven't already.) i do not like my emotions to be played with.. i associate with REAL PEOPLE!.. anyway thats about it.